Review: When Everything Feels Like the Movies by Raziel Reid

When Everything Feels Like the Movies by [Reid, Raziel]

Everyone wanted to break me. But stars aren't broken, they explode. And I was the ultimate supernova.

My name was Jude. They called me Judy. I was beautiful either way.

School was basically a movie set. We were all just playing our parts. The Crew, the Extras, the Movie Stars. No one was ever real . . . especially me. I didn't fit any category.

All the girls watched me - I could walk so much better than them in heels, and my make-up was always flawless.

All the boys wanted to, well, you know . . . even if they didn't admit it.

They loved me, they hated me, but they could never ignore me.

I only had eyes for Luke. A red carpet rolled out from my heart towards him and this year, on Valentine'sDay, I was going to walk that carpet and find my mark next to him. It would be like a dream.

But my dream was going to turn into a nightmare.

This is my story.

This is a short book - around 180 pages - but don't be fooled. This is anything but an easy read. This was, in fact, one of the most difficult books that I have ever read for this blog. The protagonist was hard to like and the topic is just a pretty heartbreaking one. This book is written to be shocking, with all of the swears and cusses and references to lewd acts. At first, I didn't think there was much to it other than the shock factor but as I neared the middle of the book I saw where it was going and I was gripped.

Could I put this book in front of my fourteen year old cousin and feel happy with him reading it? Not really? But do I feel that this book is a must read for anyone who can get past the language definitely.

I do feel like the characters did not feel true to me. Jude is bigger than life, but in the most narcissistic and masochistic way - he's practically asking to be bullied. The way he talks and the way he has issues and tackles them does not feel his age (14), and I couldn't get past Jude just not being a nice character to read, he isn't meant to be sympathetic character - he is meant to arouse a reaction. This book is about the shock factor.

What I think is the most striking thing about this book is that the events mirror those that led to the death of Larry King - a gay teen who was murdered by a boy he had asked to a dance.

This is such a confusing book because not everyone is going to like it, and I can't quite decide whether I did as well. I know it's going to stick with me for a long time, but did I enjoy the writing style or the characters? Not really. Would I still recommend this book, quite possibly.

I think this is just one of those books that you have to read to know what I mean.

Overall Rating: B

Book released 2015 by Atom
Book received from the publisher/author in exchange for an honest review

Review:Order in the Court by Casey Lawrence

After witnessing the murders of her three best friends and having their killer arrested, seventeen-year-old Corey Nguyen is having trouble adjusting to life after high school. As a freshman in college, all she wants is to put her dark past behind her, make some new friends, and keep her head down.

Her new world comes crashing down when the killer changes his plea to not guilty, claiming he was coerced into a confession. Corey must now testify in a murder trial, making the panic attacks and flashbacks to the night of the murders intensify. To top it all off, she's pretty sure her mother is having an affair with the prosecuting attorney. To Corey’s dismay, the story clearly doesn't end with the murder of her friends.

I  wasn't initially aware that this book was a sequel, but I found it very easy to read as a standalone.Had I been reading it as a a sequel  I think this book would have been a little less interesting - the real story in this for me was finding out what had happened tha had led to the trial and watching Corey come to terms and move past it. Therefore, had I read the first book andknown wht had happened I'm not entirely sure tha this would have worked fir me. 

Corey was an interesting character, adjusting pretty well considering what she had been through.I loved that she hadn't been this really broken character, she was tough and spunky and I really enjoyed that. The court case was really interesting to follow, and I did feel absorbed as I read the book and finished it.

As a standalone, this book really worked for me. Had I read the first book in the series before I'm not sure it really would have worked as a sequel, which is weird to say,

Overall, Order in the Court was a really absorbing little read with a good main characterI'm not sure it will last in my memory, but I will definitely read the prequel.

Overall Rating: C

Book released August 4th 2016 by Harmony Ink
Book received from the publisher/author in exchange for an honest review

Review: The Loneliness of Distant Beings by Kate Ling

The Loneliness of Distant Beings

Even though she knows it's impossible, Seren longs to have the sunshine on her skin. It's something she feels she needs to stay sane. But when you're floating through space at thousands of kilometres an hour, sometimes you have to accept there are things you cannot change.

Except that the arrival of Dom in her life changes everything in ways she can barely comprehend. For a while he becomes the Sun for her; and she can't help but stay in his orbit. Being with him flaunts every rule designed to keep their home in order, but to lose him would be like losing herself.

In the end they must decide what is most important: loyalty to the only home they've ever known, or to each other?

I have a problem with books like this, spaceship romance stories. They all seem very similar to me, with a female MC who is different to everyone else, she meets a guy who makes her see the world i a whole new light and they fight back agaisnt the small world which cleary is against them. Really, none of this worked for me.

For me, The Loneliness of Distant Beings was remniscent of Acoss the Universe, but just a lot less enjoyable I hate to say it but despite the fact that the concept was very good and some of the bits such as the controlled environment and the way of living was well done.The problem was just the romance.

Insta-love, ugh. It can't be that hard to write alove story with some development! How can I support a romance and believe in it if there is no development and no reason why these two people like each other. Sure, Selen and Dom were nice enough character but did I really believe in their love? Not even a tiny bit...

And when that love story is such a large part of the book anyway, it just becomes so much harder to enjoy that book, and that is why for me this book just did not work, I am so so so sorry to say it, but there was just a big discinnect there for me...

Overall Rating: D

Book released May19th by Little,Brown Books for Young Readers
Book received from the publisher/author in exchange for an honest review

Review: I'm Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl by Gretchen McNeil

I'm Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl
Beatrice Maria Estrella Giovannini has life all figured out. She's starting senior year at the top of her class, she’s a shoo-in for a scholarship to M.I.T., and she’s got a new boyfriend she’s crazy about. The only problem: All through high school Bea and her best friends Spencer and Gabe have been the targets of horrific bullying.

So Bea uses her math skills to come up with The Formula, a 100% mathematically-guaranteed path to social happiness in high school. Now Gabe is on his way to becoming Student Body President, and Spencer is finally getting his art noticed. But when her boyfriend dumps her for Toile, the quirky new girl at school, Bea realizes it's time to use The Formula for herself. She'll be reinvented as the eccentric and lovable Trixie—a quintessential manic pixie dream girl—in order to win her boyfriend back and beat new-girl Toile at her own game.

Unfortunately, being a manic pixie dream girl isn't all it's cracked up to be, and “Trixie” is causing unexpected consequences for her friends. As The Formula begins to break down, can Bea find a way to reclaim her true identity, and fix everything she's messed up? Or will the casualties of her manic pixie experiment go far deeper than she could possibly imagine?

As far as I am aware, Gretchen McNeil is known for one thing - writing absolutely brilliant horror stories. Therefore, when I saw this title I was half expecting to get into it and it have some awful horror twist. It didn't - it was honestly one of the most fluffy, adorable books that I have read in a long time. It's also got some very good messages for teenage girls - oh, and a half-Filipino main character. Who by the way is awesome.

Yep, this book was great.

What makes this story so good is all of the characters that add to it. From the trio of Bea (math girl) and her understated gay friend Gabe and their artsy friend Spencer (who clearly is like madly in love with Bea), to Jesse - Bea's undecisive jerk of an ex and his new girlfriend, disturbingly perk Toile. They all make this story what it is. this isn't just Bea's personal growth, it's everyones. It was so well done, with all of the different interactions and the way everyone just responds so realistically to what is happening around them. I really can't state how much I loved the characters and their dialogue and the way McNeil wrote them.

What on the surface seems like a very superficial book is packed full of messages that I think any teen should learn. That anyone worth your time will take you for you, that people should not be judged by their cover, and that true friends will stand by no matter how nerdy/quiet/weird you really are. I seriously could have used this book at age sixteen, when I tried to make my boyfriend stay with me by trying to be his perfect girl. 

The ending of this book was so well done - I absolutely loved the way everything worked out - yes, it was maybe a little corny and overly-fluffy, but it was feel good.

Overall, I'm Not Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl was a super cute and very deep read. Written with a witty voice and with a whole cast of true-to-life characters, this book should be on reading lists everywhere. Every teenage girl needs this book.

Overall Rating: A

Book released September 13th 2016 by Balzer + Bray
Book received from the publisher/author in exchange for an honest review

Review: Bounce by Megan Shull


Seventh grader Frannie Hudson wonders what it would be like to trade in her family for a new one. Her big brother ignores her. Her mean older sister can’t stand her. And her parents have just announced they’re going on a last-minute vacation—without her.

When Frannie makes one desperate, crazy wish—BOOM!—she magically bounces into a whole new life, with a totally different family. And. It. Is. Amazing! There’s only one catch: waking up as someone else keeps happening. Plunged into lives and adventures she’s only imagined—from being a pop star to meeting one super-cute boy—Frannie finds courage in the unforgettable friends and families she meets along the way. But as her new life spins out of control, Frannie begins to worry if she’ll ever get back home.

I don't really tend to read a lot of middle grade, but Bounce caught my eye and I couldn't help but request it, and I don't regret it at all. This was a super cute read and despite a few questions that I as an adult have about the mechanics of the plot, I can totally see this being an amazing book for early/preteens going through things.

It was a quick book, without too much depth despite the fact that the book is about coming to terms with your circumstances and making the best of it. It was easy to read and really fun, experiencing all of the lives that Frannie went through before she acme back to her own and adapted a little. I wasn't a fan of Frannie at the start, she was pretty whiny and hard to like, but she became much better through the book. I also wondered what was going on with the girls whose body she ends up in, were they buried, could they experience it? Would they be traumatised by the event? These are things that a younger reader may not think about but as an adult they did kind of distract me.

Overall, Bounce was a quick and cute read for middle grade readers - there were a lot of questions and things which I noticed but I think younger readers would really get along with this.

Overall Rating: B-

Book released September 6th 2016 by Katherine Tegen
Book received from the publisher/author in exchange for an honest review